

Regret... 9-29-03I think of all the words in the English language, the word "regret" is the one I fear the most. Its like a tyrant that rules over my life, a dark cloud over every major decision I ever make.Regret... 9-29-03
I navigate my life around its stormy clouds,
yet find myself steering into its grasp from time to time. I have made choices in the past to avoid its embrace,
and come to realize later that I've come to regret the choice I've made.
I'm hoping I haven't done this yet again, but I see its tell tale signs on the horizon once more.


Timing 9-15-03Timing is a powerful word deciding the beginning or end of whole empires it seems to be what binds it all and can also be what tears it apartTiming 9-15-03
Who are we fooling This is what really controls our fate being at the right or wrong place at the right or wrong time
I have no control over my destiny I'm in the passenger seat of my life waving at the cars that go by Those in their passenger seats wave back at me as they're driven away


I can't get no sleep 9-11-03Midnight, I take my final bow I whisper goodnight to my abysmal day longing for the peace and serenity of rest which I long for desperately.I can't get no sleep 9-11-03
One, my mind races, jumping from thought to inconsequential thought as if feverishly looking for something. Of what? I wish I knew.
Two, the clock laughs at me as I continue my struggle. The sort of laugh one would intend to sound malicious. my mind pauses momentarily,
to ponder how an electronic device can be so mean.
Three, my mind takes a detour into the red light district. Flashing images of salacio


Soul Searching 9-10-03Lingerie images flicker inside. Distracting me from what's important,Soul Searching 9-10-03
the search for a soul-mate to complete me. Hoping, longing for my place in the world
There's more to life than the physical, which can shrivel up and be blown away like ashes How can you tell if thats all it is, or if what I feel is an extension of what's inside?
Should this doubt exist so soon, or is that a sign of an uncertain future? My destiny is hidden from view hiding as it laughs, waiting to trick me.
Looking for me to miss my true other half.
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London bridge is safe and sound
no matter what you keep repeating...
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"and they don't really know even what they're talking about--- and i can't imagine what empty heads can achieve..."
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“We must enjoy the poetry before we attempt to penetrate the poet’s mind; we must enjoy it before we understand it, if the attempt to understand it is to be worth the trouble.”
- T. S. Eliot
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